Its her wandering mind and restless soul…
Heart in decay, black as coal.
The self she sees in the mirror,
The sad owner, of this error.
Calm on the outside, a violent storm within,
This boat’s arocking, waves crashin’ in.
Nowhere to run, and none to hide,
She drowns along her love and pride…
Sanya Says 
Why is it I all the time feel like you do?
deep.