Forgive & Forget


I wrench my heart,
I expose my soul,
My being has become,
Black as coal.

You look at me,
You’re scared, yes?
You can’t look away,
You’re a bit of a mess.

I saw the truth,
That you ran away from,
I made it mine,
Stood in the eye of the storm.

You look at me,
Trying to find your friend,
But after the cards you played,
I’m afraid it’s our end.

I’ve wrenched my heart,
And now I’m cold,
So I find the will,
To throw out the old.

I twisted my soul,
And now I don’t care,
About you and your fears,
Your substance lies bare.

Walk away now,
While you have a chance
A few lessons wait for you,
Karma does its wicked dance.

I promise you this,
Through all the pain and the sweat,
I’ll walk away smiling,
I will forgive & I will forget.

 

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Soulless.


Deep inside who I am,
There’s a reverberation rising,
Its unease spreading itself,
Inside who I am.

Such shivers run,
Up and down my spine,
Born from the unrest,
That in me runs.

Stumbling along the path,
Life has brought me here,
Where there’s no end,
Or beginning to my path.

I’m inching towards the edge,
A bit more every day,
You push me so bad,
That I just go over the edge.

We play this game,
Of the tug of war,
This is pure evil,
It a game no more.

Let me be,
Let me breathe,
When I walk away,
Just let me be.

Because I’ll fight,
To save me from you,
To keep the faith alive in me,
To keep me- I will fight.

No room for the soulless,
In this world or anywhere else,
You’ll find the truth of you,
But not while you’re this soulless.

Watch You From Above.


So this is how it happened,

This was just a ploy,

A spineless being, aren’t you,

And I was nothing but your toy.

 

Blithely unaware I lived,

For years and years and years,

And this now is my punishment,

To see the reality of all my fears.

 

So many answers this day has brought,

That I was nothing but a fool,

Why I was always so hot and bothered,

And you nonchalant and cool.

 

Swathed in realizations bitter blanket,

I hope this heat engulfs me here and now,

Your darkness has left me lost,

I’ve lost my sense of what, why and how.

 

The girl who stood at the station,

Impatiently waiting for you to arrive,

Is turning away from herself now,

Kill the love now, it must not survive.

 

The days I spent creating,

A palace out of thin air,

Now just a waste of time and heart,

My soul tells tales of this game, unfair.

 

The End has finally arrived,

You think what you’ve done is right,

Even her name sounds like mine,

You watch yourself now fight this fight.

 

In your darkest hours my thought will haunt,

You wont breathe without my name in your head,

Its this fate you’ve brought upon yourself,

And more pain to the world you have fed.

 

There is plenty that I hid from you as well,

But my heart remained true, as did my love,

You’ve forgotten the gods and Karma,

While I weep away, they watch you from above.