So this is how it happened,
This was just a ploy,
A spineless being, aren’t you,
And I was nothing but your toy.
Blithely unaware I lived,
For years and years and years,
And this now is my punishment,
To see the reality of all my fears.
So many answers this day has brought,
That I was nothing but a fool,
Why I was always so hot and bothered,
And you nonchalant and cool.
Swathed in realizations bitter blanket,
I hope this heat engulfs me here and now,
Your darkness has left me lost,
I’ve lost my sense of what, why and how.
The girl who stood at the station,
Impatiently waiting for you to arrive,
Is turning away from herself now,
Kill the love now, it must not survive.
The days I spent creating,
A palace out of thin air,
Now just a waste of time and heart,
My soul tells tales of this game, unfair.
The End has finally arrived,
You think what you’ve done is right,
Even her name sounds like mine,
You watch yourself now fight this fight.
In your darkest hours my thought will haunt,
You wont breathe without my name in your head,
Its this fate you’ve brought upon yourself,
And more pain to the world you have fed.
There is plenty that I hid from you as well,
But my heart remained true, as did my love,
You’ve forgotten the gods and Karma,
While I weep away, they watch you from above.