Deep inside who I am,
There’s a reverberation rising,
Its unease spreading itself,
Inside who I am.

Such shivers run,
Up and down my spine,
Born from the unrest,
That in me runs.

Stumbling along the path,
Life has brought me here,
Where there’s no end,
Or beginning to my path.

I’m inching towards the edge,
A bit more every day,
You push me so bad,
That I just go over the edge.

We play this game,
Of the tug of war,
This is pure evil,
It a game no more.

Let me be,
Let me breathe,
When I walk away,
Just let me be.

Because I’ll fight,
To save me from you,
To keep the faith alive in me,
To keep me- I will fight.

No room for the soulless,
In this world or anywhere else,
You’ll find the truth of you,
But not while you’re this soulless.

Blood Lust.

It’s a sickness inside,

Your thought in my mind,

Its spreading ever so slowly,

Poison of a deceptive kind.


I’m turning blue with death,

While you live unaware,

The days melt into each other,

To face me, you I dare.


Your path is easy,

Coward that you are,

No risk so no reward,

For love, you don’t anyway care.


Let there be light,

I pray, alone in my darkness,

Must have been a sinner, I,

That it’s about you, that  I reminisce.


There’s blood everywhere,

On my hands and in my head,

Masterfully betrayed I stand,

And lie brutally massacred on the bed.


This infection I’m cutting away,

Like a limb, septic and diseased,

I don’t want to see your face,

To me, we’re deceased.


The dirty rules you play by I love,

Get everything on your own terms,

Vultures descend before you know it,

And tear your heart out, while  your stomach churns.


Why must I suffer alone,

Karma is a bitch with good reason,

I hope god lets me watch you bleed,

And suffer, from season to season.


I stand tall today, despite your treason,

Made of tougher stuff than you,

An iron will and nerves of steel,

Both, to you are concepts new.


I’m cutting this bloody cord,

That ties us together today,

You’re as worthless as your word,

This severance has been long-delayed.


This Book has been edited,

Your chapter is over, the end is here,

Where your story was told before,

You’ll find no pages, just a nasty tear.


Leave, disappear, run away, it’s what you do best

If escaping is your thing, do what you must,

But don’t ever wait for me to return,

You did nothing, just fed my Blood Lust.



Twisted Games.

The fun and games are over,

Now we’re back home alone,

A sea of silence stands between us,

So much left unsaid, & I’m coming undone.


In the distance I see our past,

Like a blurry old picture, faded,

I kick off my shoes, tired of the fight,

You crash on the couch, eyes shaded.


Let’s talk you say, from the shadows,

Walking over coals I come to you,

While you patiently scrape open each wound,

Each word you say tears me into two.


Every dawn brings me such courage,

That I welcome your pain with a smile,

There’s only so much you can fight the fates,

In my arms, you find our love, docile.


The calls of the past are too loud,

They pull at my heart,  too strong,

I’m taking you down with me boy,

You’ve been winning for far too long.


Let the healing begin already,

Let me help you some,

You can mend me a little too,

After all, I’m your only one.


I still see that light in your eyes,

Caught your fib, you little liar you,

Nothing has really changed,

You’re still mine, nothing new.


I’ll let you be cruel this once,

I owe you  some vindication,

But lemme know once you’re done,

I gotta resolve this altercation.


Throw caution to the winds soldier,

Take a chance on yourself this time,

Playing it safe isn’t our style,

Take a risk, its worth losing a dime.


Even now, the first word on your mind,

After all this while is but my name,

Join me  beyond time and space,

As we play together, this twisted game.